Crimson Butterfly: February 2007

Apesar de estarmos longe um do outro nada me impede de expressar o meu amor e carinho neste dia tao especial atraves deste post que fiz com tanta dedicaçao para ti.Queria que este post fosse diferente de todos aqueles que ja te dediquei...queria que este post se distingui-se dos outros especialmente neste dia...nao sei se o consegui amor,mas mesmo assim atraves dele quero demonstrar o quanto és tao especial para mim,o quanto eu te amo,e o quanto eu te desejo ao meu lado hoje e sempre...!!!Nao sou muito boa com as palavras tanto quanto queria mas o que interessa e o que considero mais importante é o sentimento,este amor que sinto por ti que nao se destroi nem se detiora com o tempo nem com a distancia!!!Amo-te muitoooooo e as saudades que tenho por ti sao imensas meu amor,estarei aqui á tua espera...I PROMISE MY BELOVED!!! Love Poem And Then There Was You So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you.

Estive a recolher informaçao sobre esta personagem do anime NANA,porque quando me deparei com imagens dela no Google e noutros sites encantei-me imediatamente por ela.Eu ainda nao vi este anime mas estou bastante interessada em ver,pelo q vi nos amvs é msm espectacular.Pelo que li sobre ela conclui que partilhamos certas semelhanças no que diz respeito á sua personalidade como tambem de certas experiencias de vida nomeadamente no amor -_-'' !!!Well...vou postar aqui no meu blog um resumo que contem informaçao sobre Hachi que encontrei na net e que achei bastante bom.

" Nana Osaki is a punk singer who wants to debut as soon as possible to leave her ex-boyfriend, Ren Honjo, behind. Ren has already come out in the music scene. Nana and Ren were in the same group once, but Ren was offered a chance to debut in Tokyo as a replacement member of Trapnest. Nana had a chance to either go with Ren and be a groupie with the band, or stay with her own band. Realizing that following Ren would mean giving up her own dream to be a singer, she chose to cultivate her own band, Black Stones. Nana Komatsu, the other Nana, is called Hachi by everyone in the manga after she met Nana Osaki (as explained in the manga, to avoid confusion of their names). Nana described Hachi as a little puppy, very loving to other people but demanding so much attention. She grew up in a sheltered suburban lifestyle in which she was treated as a child for much of her life. With a habit of falling in love at first sight, Hachi has always depended on other people to help her, especially her high school friend Junko Saotome. However, Junko eventually had to leave Hachi to attend a selective art design college in Tokyo. Hachi desperately wanted to follow Junko to Tokyo, but had no means in which to support herself in Tokyo. However after working hard on her own, she was finally able to move to Tokyo herself. Nana had a boyfriend at that period of time, called Shoji Endo. Nana and Hachi meet in a train by chance and, after a string of coincidences having to do with the number seven, decide to live together in an apartment numbered 707 ("Nana" meaning "Seven" in Japanese). Despite having contrasting characters and ideals, both Nanas like and respect each other. While the Black Stones begin to gain popularity at live gigs, other issues need resolving. After discovering the past story of Ren and Nana, Hachi invites Nana to the Trapnest concert in the hope that the couple will reunite. Nana accepts the invitation, but she goes with the determination of tying up her feelings for Ren once and for all. However, things go a little differently, and with some help from their mutual friend Yasu, Ren and Nana get back together. Though Nana's romance with Ren has been rekindled, Hachi's own lovelife is in shambles. She discovers that Shoji has been cheating on her with Sachiko, one of his coworkers. Hachi ends their relationship, saying that she never wants to see Shoji again. Nana introduces Hachi to Takumi Ichinose, her favorite member of Ren's band, Trapnest. The two begin a romantic relationship, though it isn't an ideal romance. Hachi only sees Takumi when he has time off from touring and doing work for Trapnest. It seems to be purely physical, with Hachi aware of the fact that she doesn't really know Takumi as anything other than an iconic guitarist, and that he is notorious as a ladies' man. At the same time, the guitarist of Black Stones, Nobuo "Nobu" Terashima, declares his love for her. Hachi is torn between her love for Nobu and her relationship with Takumi. In the end she chooses Nobu, and splits up with Takumi over the phone - although Takumi doesn't realise it. For a while Hachi and Nobu enjoy a happy, loving relationship - they understand each other and have fun together. Then Hachi finds out she's pregnant. Unable to bring herself to abort the baby and knowing that it must be Takumi's, she becomes listless and unhappy. Takumi returns, makes the discovery, and challenges Nobu - he'll take care of Hachi and the baby no matter who turns out to be the father. Hachi, thinking of her child's future, knows that while she loves Nobu he can't support her. When Takumi offers to marry her, she accepts. Hachi leaves the apartment she shares with Nana and she regrets it, but she can't bring herself to say it directly. Nana is also unable to express her feelings about the separation, though a marriage proposal from Ren offers hope for the future. Though the two friends are far apart, their thoughts remain with each other. The story is to be continued in upcoming chapters. "

Nana Osaki (大崎ナナ Ōsaki Nana) - One of the titular characters of the series, Osaki Nana may look like a mean rock chick, but she has a kind heart and is a devoted friend. She's the lead vocalist of Blast
Nobuo Terashima (寺島伸夫 Terashima Nobuo) a.k.a. Nobu (ノブ) is the guitarist of Blast; attended the same high school as Nana Osaki. He is friendly and optimistic, but at times, he tends to miss the focus of conversations around him. Before Nana's "smoking ban", he's the only non-smoking member of Blast. But, his poor threshold for alcohol meant that he leaked many secrets while he's drunk (most notably, about Nana and Ren's relationship to Shin). Like Yasushi, Nobuo comes from a rich family (his parents own an inn). Despite this, he is still very passionate about music, even sharing Osaki's dream of making it big with a band one day
Nana Komatsu (小松奈々 Komatsu Nana) came to Tokyo looking to find her dream. However, her childish outlook prevented her from living on her own initially. She is now the fiancee of Takumi and, expecting a child, there are hopes that she will be able to live happily. Her nickname is "Hachi" - a short term from Hachiko, because she always tries to be kind and faithful to her friends, like the dog from the Hachiko legend. (Hachi means eight in Japanese, and the kanji for seven can be pronounced as 'nana'.) This also clears up confusion between the two Nanas
Shoji Endo (遠藤章司 Endō Shōji) is Hachi's ex-boyfriend. Hachi originally moved to Tokyo to be closer to him, but their relationship gradually cooled and he cheated on her with Sachiko, a co-worker and classmate. He leaves Hachi for Sachiko.
Takumi Ichinose (一ノ瀬巧 Ichinose Takumi, タクミ Takumi) is the leader and bassist of Trapnest. He is quite handsome, and has a reputation of being a playboy. He is engaged to Hachi, and the couple is expecting a baby soon. His favourite brand of cigarettes is "Gitanes".